Heart of The Dragon vs The Sufferer
“Saturn, or Hermes, holds a sickle in his right hand and a caduceus in his left hand. The sickle refers to Hermes’s Saturnine aspect which is associated with Death or Limitation, and in life with resignation and with futile, useless repetition and suffering. Psychologically what is most leaden and fixed is the most valuable source for the work. The caduceus, according to myth, gave Hermes the power to touch others and put them into a dream state.”
“The symbol in the alembic is a little dragon who appears to be submitting to a naked boy, meaning that the spirit of youth is working on it. He is pouring in the mouth of the dragon the prima material necessary to begin the alchemical opus. The dragon is a young one - threat of madness but also unchanneled vitality, symbolizing a return to the beginning, to a natural not-yet-developed or differentiated instinctual potential. This return corresponds to less differentiated states that are not to be confused with a return to a developmental experience of infancy.”
“The central image in the alembic symbolizes a resurgence of primitive libido - but libido that is contained and endured, not acted out.”
My drawing of the Sufferer started out as an exploration of the conflict of anger and sadness, as an angry lion hiding in the shape of the cypress tree screaming to get out and unsettling a bird (seagull) flying away from home, lost in a fog. What I see now underneath this apparent conflict is the unconscious psyche splitting itself to preserve that spirit of youth.