The Golden Head vs The Quitter
“It would appear that the union of opposites that took place in the last picture was not final. The hermaphrodite represents a stage of the work at which the opposites have come too close together for comfort. We must be reminded that fresh insight into the problem of opposites involving an artificial union can easily be overvalued. There is always the danger of getting fixated upon the insight without the embodiment of the transformation. The hermaphrodite then is an imperfect or premature image of the Self, but not a final image. First there must be another separation. Hence the ruthless '“
In my images that means the red fox in the previous stage turns into a salamander, an animal capable of regenerating lost limbs. The crown over its head is the essential value or golden head rescued by the shadow figure (in my drawing, the raven).
The golden head (or crown in my drawing) represents the “lasting and unique value of the process up to this point, which needs to be rescued from the danger of slipping back into a conventional or an infantile form of adaptation. Understanding and insight must not be discarded even though they are helpless to prevent the suffering at this stage.” And perhaps that's why the salamander in fear looks back at the mountain with thoughts of running for the hill, which is a symbol of the earth or the feminine, and higher consciousness. Thus this could represent a desire for mother's nurturing or the danger of forgetting the newly acquired insights.
In the Tarot The Hanged Man represent a sudden reversal into the inner life and facing the body and emotions until then ignored. Life is in suspension and he is stuck, but "this waiting becomes a time of trial or meditation, selflessness, sacrifice, prophecy".
“At this stage, separation involve a sacrifice. Psychologically, the rendering of false integrity is often experienced inwardly as bodily dissociation or dismemberment. The patient may suffer with physical pain, numbing, intense sensation of heat or cold, or hypersensitivity to sensory stimulation. This destructive energy of the shadow is essential: the inner experience of the body and all its symbolism must be taken apart so it can come together in a new way.”
It's interesting that Henderson and Sherwood mention patients experiencing physical pain at this stage and it made me wonder if somehow this stage of psychological transformation could be related to the problem of "amplified pain" discussed in the podcast episode 5th Vital Sign (Invisibilia, Season 5).
Note: the quotes in italic are from the book by J.L. Henderson and D.N. Sherwood, Transformation of the Psyche: The Symbolic Alchemy of the Splendor Solis